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• ppl for some protected cpost plz dun come and discuzz with mi…… coz that y i lock it
• no stupid stuff thz…

can u understand??

evitcetorp tub ton evissessop
eb a rediced tey ton gnidnamed
si taht taw uoy naw?

i zuj tog eht zna ot ym noitsueq…. hguohtla taht yam ton eb taw i detnaw ot dreah tub ta tsael uoy did ton tpecca mih rehtie?
lla gnola i saw gnikniht oot hcum…
neve fi uoy esoohc mih i lliw llits tel og… i llits eveileb taht eh nac evig uoy erom naht im….
dna i ma gniyrt ym irev tseb won…hcihw evig im htn ot terger no rtl……

burden

i start to feel that i am a burden to you
or mayb between u 2??
am i reali ?
u can anz this straight forward
coz i dun wan you to hide any view of feeling or urs…
making urself miserable
share it with mi
or at least i wish u to share or let mi lighten ur burden by a bit..
juz dun keep any from mi juz to avoid hurting mi
i am ready for anything..=D
i am a aries guy~

bbq

today bbq with frenz
some are not invited due to some reason
and some is invited but dun wan to come…… ya i am refering to u
upload pic soon….
btw nt much la i oso nv take…lol
current mood:_________
^(noe wat that mean…= NO MOOD)
nighty nitezzz…<<<<<< gay

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not gng to share my feeling todae juz gng to keep a secret 4 myself….
i am veri happy with my sch timetable i gt japanese for CDS!!! cool
and my ra2 izzit gng to be teach by donimic seah…. more cool…
but the time for each day is like so much different…

dream…

slept at 2+ last night… but i woke up at 7+ this morning… i was shock to wake?? had a nightmare….
in the dream i lose everything including u…
mayb it happening in the real life soon…
nxt i was falling from the sky with my bed along…. cant c the end

then i cant get back to sleep so i went to wash my clothes
ltr gng OUT WIT QUAN N BOON….
tml bbq =~=
FALL
To dream that you fall and are frightened, indicates a lack of control, insecurity, and/or lack of support in your waking life. You may be experiencing some major struggle and/or overwhelming problem. It may denote that you have failed to achieve a goal that you have set forth for yourself.
LOSE
To dream that you lose something may mean that you really have misplaced something that you had not realized yet. It may also be a signal for you to clean out and reorganize your life. You have become overwhelmed and distracted with the hustle and bustle of day-to-day life.

On a symbolic note, losing things in your dream may signify lost opportunities, past relationships or forgotten aspects of yourself. Your personal associations to the thing you lose will clue you into the emotional meaning and interpretation of your dream

silly

didnt have lunch for 2 days….
juz survive on 1 meal a days.=D
no appetite oso….
sleep alot these days…
at least i dun nid to think too much while sleeping
mon sleep for 15hrs…..
thurs sleep for 11 hrs… i slept at 4 am… coz i reali cant put myself into slp…

ytd totally no mood that stupid kjh sent mi dumb msg which was suppose to be a joke msg but…. i think is like ya~~
and i gt my first smile for the “think too much”msg(not from kjh)

pain~ nw i start to get the feeling of why ppl cut themselves when they are in great pain……
it juz so unbearable…?
it juz help to shift the pain away

should not have

i once said that i regret for not giving you a yes…
but now i think about it i shouldnt have regret it… rite?
if at that time i said yes wat would u be like ? we will be like ..
having a jerk as a bf and not lasting for month coz of his f**king attitude problem?
suffering coz he wasnt going to give way to u even for a bit?
quarreling and screaming at each other coz he wasnt caring enough?

i rather being call a heartless guy than a jerk….
having to said no it gave mi time to change to learn to grow…
each time the cycle come and i am able to withstand the suffering it make mi even stronger….
than before….
able to face up to the reality…..

Aries

牡羊嗎？太恐怖了！他們脾氣大、暴力、瞧不起人，還是躲遠些、小心為妙！”　　　　
如果你這麼認為，那你可能就會失去一個肯為你付出生命的人。受火星的灼燒，牡羊絕不是人們想像中的那種冷血狂魔！　　　　牡羊的內心世界有兩個：恨的世界與愛的世界。牡羊的外顯世界與內心世界是同步的，只不過由於他的”恨”意更昭顯，以至於掩蓋了他愛的那一面。　　　　牡羊很善良，心中總是想著別人，很多時候願意委屈自己而成全別人，但由於牡羊不能掩飾自己的情感，凡事爭鋒，有什麼不滿就會立刻表露出來，於是不能將美事做盡，落個徹底的好人.
面子，比牡羊的生命還重要！牡羊最不能容忍的就是別人貶低他、瞧不起他！誰要是對牡羊吼幾嗓子，牡羊能吼誰24個小時,
牡羊很溫柔，只要你沒惹著他，你可以隨便與他嬉戲。但如果你要是有什麼一不小心的舉動觸犯了他，則最好趕快給自己準備個棺材。比如，牡羊與你打情罵俏，很開心的氣氛，雙方都樂在其中。忽然，你一不小心，出手重了些，打痛了牡羊，則牡羊就會立刻瞪大眼睛、提高嗓門，把你罵個狗血噴頭，甚至再狠狠的還你兩個更重的巴掌。不過，過了10分鐘，牡羊又開始和你有說有笑，好像什末事情也沒發生過。牡羊凡事都來得快，去得也快，一般不記仇。
牡羊天生氣質非凡，人中龍鳳。牡羊的人生宗旨是”活出自己”。由於牡羊天性中有桀驁的一面，於是在與人相處的時候，就不自覺的流露出一種傲慢的氣息。由於牡羊的這種不自覺的擺譜兒，以至於不瞭解牡羊的人都躲著牡羊，因為他們覺得牡羊看不起人。但如果有個機會接觸了牡羊，則人們又會認為牡羊是那麼的好接近、那麼的好心腸.
牡羊多沒主見，耳朵根兒軟，自己做好壞分析的能力很差。牡羊極富正義感，喜歡讓不公正的事情昭雪。但是，由於牡羊的沒主見，使得牡羊的正義感帶有一廂情願的色彩。
由於牡羊沒主見，所以牡羊本能的喜歡和能安慰自己的人在一起。牡羊心裡存不住東西，遇到什末事情都要對別人說，因為牡羊認為，別人能緩解他心中的不愉快，能幫他解脫痛苦。牡羊非常需要外界的支持，否則，牡羊就會感到非常的無助、焦慮。　牡羊對待感情亦是反應神速。若你向牡羊示意愛慕之情，則牡羊若喜歡你，第二天你們便成了情侶；若牡羊不喜歡你，就會躲你遠遠的。你若窮追不捨，他還會一點面子不留的直指責你：”躲我遠點，我不喜歡你！否則我打你！”（汗～～～）在白羊心中，喜歡就是喜歡，討厭就是討厭，沒那麼多的的曖昧不清。　　　　牡羊喜歡那種有驚世駭俗之舉的人，因為牡羊覺得只有這種人才配得上自己。
牡羊的性慾很旺盛，但由於他們很顧及自己的面子，所以總是光想不練。換句話說，就是牡羊的意淫很嚴重。

i need

a listening ear
and a hug….